Under 95 days till the wedding, we've been engaged for a little over a year now, and im feeling stressed and broke!
the economy taking a nose dive and us finally deciding to get married has definitely added more stress than i thought.
I suppose every wedding planning will have its own complications, but when you are paying for everything and want the best of everything, it gets hard, compromising on certain things definitely are a must, figure out whats most important to you and move forward on them, and forget about the non sense fluff and frills that you werent so concerned about before wedding planning started then got caught up and wrapped up in once you started planning.....
I'm not sure if my lack of patience and easily irritable self is because of the stress of money and wedding planning but i have defaintely become the "angry Jung"
Patience was never my virture but it seems i have even less now, everything and anything can set me off, granted i dont blurt all my feelings out so its been kept under wraps for the most part.
Family issues and in law issues have come up, which arent making things easier either, luckily Victor's family is small and there arent too many personalities we have to deal with or it just seems there are less complications from his end, my side, however, just seems to grow with more and more issues, maybe because i'm just stubborn and cant let go of things easily, i guess its just my stubborn nature and mean spirited personality that wont let me get a long or get over certain things... learning to forgive and forget is easier said and done, although my friends and folks i know have always said i give the greatest of advice, i have never been able to practice what i preach.
well... in less than three months i will be marrying my better half and i will do my best to work on the hurt and broken family ties i have as much as i can... even if it takes years, better than never, right?
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